coffee
for I am not a coffee person, least
of all in public, since the cup is seen
by all who know my status here. the bean
is bitter metal, tasting wounds of beast
and blood without the red of flesh. a knife
forever clean of guilt, a quick and cold
effect, affect, alas, alack. an old
and ancient practice, fossils of the life
without the wonder. amber peat to fill
with crystals, greyish bogs to drain with sleep.
a keep without the mind itself to hold
at bay, for it were never there. a pill
of sweet conceit to coat the throat. to steep
implies an age, so I am calmly old.